His reckoning is he died after knowing how much his family loved him. We had 2 choices one to let her have surgery or have her put to sleep . I feel like I killed my dog and I miss her so much she was so unique so free spirited and she adored me she loved sleeping with me but she was dirty so for the last week I didnt let her in my bed I feel like a horrible person how I was with her I feel like I didnt take good care of her and she did its my fault for hanging out with friends instead of taking care of her. qualifies. Honestly just forgot about her once I was home. By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. Well that was too late for him. All I know is theres so many questions we all have at this sudden and shocking time, and were heartbroken he never came to his new home and that we werent there with him in his last hours. He was very attached and dependable cat compared to my other cats. Itll help you deal with guilt when you caused your pets death. They had put him in a black garbage bag out in their driveway. TikTok video from Madison Shewbooks (@madisonshewbrookssss): "You killed him over something he didn't do. I feel so much guilt that i killed him and Im so so sorry for everything. My wife accidently killed my dog. The bundle of love he was just breaks my heart in tiny pieces. Im sorry and I hope you forgive me prince, I know you suffered and it wasnt right, even if you were going to die regardless last night I shouldve not left you in there with mom, I shouldve taken you to the vet so you could go peacefully. Now, get over yourself! But hed been losing weight in the autumn and I should have noticed, not put it down to his stress issues in the past. I said shed had plenty to eat. Press J to jump to the feed. How will I ever be able to forgive myself? We immediately stopped and there he was - it was like nothing happened. I took him out of his comfort zone. I watched her eat and drink to be sure that wasnt an issue. My goal was to rehabilitate the little bird to go back outside (I had asked my mom to take her to a specialist but it was a four hour drive she didnt want to make and I cant drive yet.) Dogs most commonly experience nausea, upset stomach, and diarrhea after taking fish oil. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Tiny was a male housecat, 9 yrs old, neutered, with a very tiny little white patch on his chest. You want him to trust you, you have to trust him. We treated him twice through the vet and sometimes with home remedies and sometime he recovered after one or two days of getting sick. [AMZN] Jeff Bezos Joined 15/09/2018 Posts 80,103 06:24 PM 25/06/2019 i dont know ho to feel i dont know how to act. Teeth bared. I grew more concerned and wondered now if I did more harm than good. Theres a reason why animal cruelty is treated as a gateway into really criminally violent behavior towards humans, you know? The vet said now its up to her, but the likelihood of brain damage was very high. Occurred on February 14, 2023 / Canada: "I came into my kitchen and found my dog with his head stuck in his treat box. Of all the offmychest stories these ones eat at me the most. I found her decomposing. I am not much a dog person at all, but cat lover instead. For rescue breaths I put her nose and mouth inside of my mouth and noted good chest rise. Realizing shes fine here and there without food and water. I miss you so much. I feel guilt because of the circumstances that led to his death over the past 2 weeks. She failed to alert me to any seriousness of condition. . The last time I went in her cage she looked okay but not great. As Alan tried to rush through the revolving doors, his neck got caught in it, also getting the male worker stuck . He was found by a landscaper, curled up under a bush, already gone. after a lot of back and forth we tried to get her to land with water from the hose (not a smart move.) The voice on the other end says that he has found Tiny, but it was already too late. I rushed to the vet and he said that he had cardiac arrest already. Were going to take a trip out of town, you and mama and me. I immediately picked her up. I felt awful. i feel like a soulless vessel. But I on the other hand should have known that it wasnt safe to leave that window open. He seemed happy and comfortable for all these years and let him out on his lead to play in the grass/roll basically to get him off the concrete from time to time. so this saturday i came home to a messed up house and i snapped. Get help before you hurt somebody. Shes the one who usually make noises in our house. They looked him over and said he was so sickly and he looked like death warmed over. What you did was incredibly wrong but you can at least try and make it better by helping yourself and then going and helping other animals. i cant forgive myself. Get those feelings out, express them any way you can. In these dogs, ivermectin can pass directly to the brain and be toxic or even lethal. Same happened to me my cat got stuck in the cat door a while back on the collar , and if i was not there to see it she would have died , but after she became deaf on both ears cus i took her to a bad vet that miss treated her ears and made her deaf , i had so much blame cus of that , anyways after she got stuck like that i promised my self she should never have a collar on again , but since she now had become deaf i dident want her to get run over by cars this winter in the dark , cus she cant hear them , so i decided i will risk putting on the collar again so she wont get run over by traffic , 1 january my other cats woke me up screaming at me , she was stuck in the cat door and suffocated to death and its all my fault for putting the collar on her again , i have not been able to eat in 3 days , im so ashamed and feel guilt of her death , never been this sick and heart broken ever in my life , even after losing family members (people) not pets , losing a 11 year old friend u saw and talked to every day , every morning and night before u go to sleep , head bumping love , all ripped away and i caused the death of my beloved cat cus of my choices , u are not alone , this is horrible , the worst thing , i can barely write this without choking up , barely breathe.. The worst part of all of this is that he was just across the street, literally less than 100 feet from his home when he died. But still somehow I didnt live up to my plans for her. We grieve differently. Six dogs were trapped and taken to Animal Control facilities where they were euthanized. After some moments she appeared more lucid. I even thought to myself about a month before about how I need to care for her better. Trying to keep her safe, actually put her in harms way and I have to live with this along with the pain and grief I caused myself and my family. For a few weeks I tried to help her heal. I told all my family the same story I had told to the vet and I think I will have to probably carry this lie to the grave. My heart is broken. She preferred to be left to her own devices and not a lot of fussing. I scooped her up and we sped to the vet, but it was too late. Two days later, I get a phone call from a man who saw my flyers. I should have taken him in to the emergency vet that is several hours away, instead I waited because I was dealing with a bad work situation and did not take off. 4. Nothing we can say will take away the pain, but you're in my thoughts. I feel terrible over this I just keeping thinking why didnt I take her when I first seen the lump . Her head got slammed in the door, and she dropped to the ground without a sound. The next 3 hours are jumbled bits of hysteria, trauma, tears, and aggressive attempt to save my baby, who I thought was in fairly good health for a senior cat. And don't get another dog. My fuzzy. Finally out of desperation, my wife apologizes for her inability to take action and pleads with me to take the lead. Im afraid he hates me for not trying harder cause there was so many things I could and should have done. Time to time i check her to know of how shes doing. Everyone is telling me not to blame myself, that it was an accident. Thats what I did , but instead of going to their dog houses both males stay paralised which I now understand they mustve been scared . Darling Lolly, I love you so much. I saw improvement on the increased dose. I really appreciate this article. He died because of me. when i went to go check on him some time later, he was dead. I left to Zumba class to get distracted and get support didnt make it back home until the next day she was weak so immeditly I gave her Pedialyte she seem weak gave her amoxicillin then I decided to give her some wet food she didnt want to eat but I figured she need it food for her immuy system to fight her infection i forced fed her 2 syringes of wet dog food right away she went weak i rushed to the vet was there in 8 min right away the vet started working on her 15 min later she died the Vet told me that it was most likely she died because of me force feeding her that it went to her lungs. Dealing with guilt may be a bit lighter if you know you wouldve acted differently if you had the chance. His traces are everywhere,in every corner. Im finding it increasingly difficult to live with my final decision. I was worried that I wouldnt be able to get her in her carry-case to get her to the hospital the next day, and if she was super-hungry I could put her food bowl in there with some of her favourite food and shed go inside. Hit the poodle. Talk about timings. I feel so guilty cause my cat died like I was cleaning my kitchen table and I tipped my table sideways cause theres bugs on it to get them off not realizing way later cat was there it fell again but on top part flat squished my cat didnt hear it make a sound than after lifting my table I saw it laying there I picked it up panicked took it to the room thought it wasnt to bad than it died a minute after feel bad cause it felt like my fault I just worry for myself and kids after this dont want nothing to happen to them feel like it will come back to me like god will punish me if anything I dont want my kids to suffer but let it be me they dont deserve to suffer but i feel like it should be me hurts me scares me I did a prayer smudged my place still feel uneasy bout the situation I know when I was 9 yrs old same sorta thing happened accidentally my cat got squished under my bed by jumping on it I cried so hard that time its traumatizing dont want any more pets now at all feel bad please lord forgive me hurts bad like seems every thing always goes bad for me my son recently got murdered too why me I just want all this suffering dying to end please. What I notice was that both of them were trying to rape / compete for sex with the female puppy , they were fighting eachother and when I saw that I got really mad. Tuesday morning also he didnt come to our room and I found that he was sitting near the neighborhood garden. He had no cuts, no blood, nothing. And now I blame myself for choosing euthanasia. Or something worse. K thought of going a floor downstairs but I was afraid if I looked away he might fall. Thank you for sharing everyone. I basically kicked my dog to brain damage. But, I didnt. Now, Im looking back on everything and it has dawned on me that, for some reason or another, she probably was dehydrated because she couldnt drink after I put the e collar on her. He yells cryies imediatelly and I realise my mistake. I feel so sick with grief and that its my fault my cat died. I dont want to sue anyone, its my fault alone. Im depressed. I thought it was an empty tummy that was a risk. I screamed for my husband who came out and held her. I imagine him alone, cold, starving, and freezing to death. The day I accidentally killed a little boy. We should have walked every night, but the nights were turning cold, and we were tired from the day. He must be hating me for not helping him. I don't want to go into it but it was the most horrible thing I've ever seen, and I still feel so guilty. A few years ago we had adopted a kitten named Ryuu. The vet recommended she stay overnight to be monitored after receiving insulin with the hope that would improve her unsteadiness. How he cried for help when I couldnt do anything. I worried about her dying if I kept up with this. Mum had an accident and has been in hospital with a broken hip, so Id been taking care of Muffin. Honestly Ive considered ********* , I dont feel like theres a way I could get rid of this guilt and live like before. - iKlsR. i put him in the new cage i had bought for him, which i didnt use because i didnt feel right having him caged up all day, and i dragged the cage to the balcony and left him out there while i cleaned up. I'll never forget that. We all make mistakes, gosh some huge, I mean posdible life altering mistakes. If you feel remise and know it's wrong you can be better. I adopted my sweet baby boy Cerberus at 3 months old. But Im not that that stupid I know I should have or could have acted quicker. Or deliberately made the decision to do it tomorrow. My wife was in the living room. My 7 month kitten died because of me. The minute it stopped entertaining you you didnt care if it died. I miss her so and its my fault. But I dont blame her neither, since its COVID and I think she was also wary of going in at times when our sitter was already intending to. When im getting up in the morning my first thought is loss of my Single Dot. But one of the tubes came out of a box and thats how she escaped. After dealing with so much sadness and heartache, we decided it was time for some light and went on the hunt for a new kitty. She was by my side the whole time. I lost my best friend Felix on Tuesday. After an hour 45 mins, she regained spontaneous circulation but was not breathing well. All it takes is one instance where things can go tragically wrong! Our perfect 6-month old rabbit Lolly died under anaesthesia on Monday and it was probably my fault. My hamster was missing for 24 hours Usually when she gets free, she always comes back a few hours later. But as I said, Cleo had always managed it and as for Bella she would always wait to be let in or out as she was always so patient. I brought my daughter Guineapig. I knew she was experiencing something very painful and neurological. He must be hating me for getting him out of his comfort zone. She was trying to tell me what the problem was by stepping in the water with her feet. We all really just got use to Gwen and she seemed to like us. It hurts so much more that I dont even know exactly when she died and I couldnt find her in her usual state. I know how you feel and I'm so sorry for your loss. Thats when I heard him really cry. You can never be too careful with our sweet pets. He was irresistible my own tiny slice of heaven on earth. Balance your real guilt with the real ways you loved your pet. Where was his daddy when he needed him? There had to be drafts coming from every where! My cuddle bug. The doctor fully supported me in that decision.
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